Well, it's the last 15 minutes of my birthday, it's my last birthday living in Sydney and my last birthday being a Miss B, soon I will be a Mrs L.
Well, I've been wondering, do you ever get used to getting older? Does it ever stop feeling like you shouldn't be the age you are, or that you had all these ideas of what you would be like by the time you reached a certain age and then you realise, you're nothing like that.
Well, I've come to realise that I'm just me, no matter my age, I wont be this awesome, responsible, independent, confident woman because I know me and thats not who I am. But that's ok and I've come to accept that.
So I'll continue to age and believe I will be a different person when I've reached a certain age. But for right now, I am going to do all I can to make the future me proud of the present me, and thank God that I took the steps now to be a better person then.
If only it were all so simple as it is too write it!