How did I do it last time?
I lost a lot of weight leading up to the wedding.
I didn't touch chocolate or fast food in almost 5 months.
And when they wedding was over, I pretty much packed all the weight back on, and then some.
I'm not saying I'm obese or anything, but I know this isn't the size I want to be.
Especially coming into summer, when last summer I bought new clothes, and this summer I can't fit into them!
But I just can't stop eating chocolate. Its frustrating me. I think, I'm doing really well, when for a 5 k run yesterday, haven't eaten too much bad food today.
Then I get into the chocolate and before I know it, the whole block is gone. What is wrong with me.
I know the only person who can stop me is me. But really, it's my own fault for letting myself go after the wedding.
I really hate myself for doing that!
But alas, there are people worse off then me.
So I will savour this last piece of chocolate for the day. And go for a run tomorrow and try and start again.
How on earth did I do it last year!